deeper than words

your words paint a picture,
meant to deter the common man.
an inquisitive soul,
full of unanswered questions.
but your eyes, dear,
they tell me all that your words never could.
I see you,
and what we could be,
you and I both know.

in the moment,
just you and I, and a dimly lit candle,
you gripping the sheets
my hands, spreading you open.
my fingerprints all over your body,
making eye contact,
in that moment,
labeling you mine.

I am enough for someone,
just not you,
the pain,
of being loved halfway.

darling,
let me hold your hand,
surrender yourself to me,
share your burden,
the darkest secrets you hold within.
trust me, I won’t let you fall,
I’ll be the light to your darkness,
please, let me love you
like no one else ever could.

the thoughts that consumed me,
now becoming a faded memory,
what once was,
and now isn’t.

part 1, hors d’oeuvre,
grabbing you,
as hard as you’ve captivated my soul,
kissing you,
tasting yourself off my lips,
finally,
we are one, like we were meant to be.
you on top of me,
my hand, dominantly wrapped around your neck,
as you whisper in my mouth
your wildest fantasies,
with each stroke,
begging me not to stop…

your words
and, at times, even your actions
say one thing…
conflicted, by what my eyes see…
at war with myself,
fighting a losing battle [.]

grabbing your hair,
kissing your neck,
gentle bites,
tracing your spine,
using my tongue,
making you moan,
I promise
I won’t stop until you’re shaking, climax…

I love her.
I love her being.
I love her smile.
I love her taste.
I love her.
I am addicted to her.
Could never get enough of her.

there, in the shadows,
waiting for me to leave,
a constant distraction to her mind,
making her believe that he,
is the missing piece to her happiness.
all along everything she could ever want,
at her fingers, slipping through the cracks…
Soon,
all she will have left is a vague memory,
of the man she forced to the shadows,
overwhelming her senses.