deeper than words

As I lay here,
raindrops fighting to get in.
in a dimly lit room,
daylight peeking through the rain clouds.
my thoughts overwhelm my senses
wondering what is next.
this feeling grabbing ahold of me,
she is on my mind,
familiar thought since the day I met her
wondering if she is thinking of me,
replaying her last touch.
does she wish it was me she was waking up next to?
my gaze, the first sensation her body feels.
her soul, captivated by mine…
as the sound of the rain grows more intensely,
I snap back to reality, the now…
a waking dream.